Jesse-James Freebury

DUE 20TH MARCH 2009
LOST 14TH AUGUST 2008

Because i was under the hospital and had had loads of tests which came back normal i thought yes
this is it everything will be ok.

When i feel pregnant i had to call the hospital so i could have a 6 week scan and some more tests. I
went to the hospital and had a scan and tests and they was all ok, you couldnt see the baby but the
sac and yolk was there, ,me and daniel was told to go back in two weeks which we did. I was given a
scan and this is when it all went wrong and i knew i was going to loss my baby all over again.
When they scaned me the baby was smaller than it should have been and also its heart was irregular
and because of the two together we was told it didnt look good but to go back the next week. All
week i knew that my baby wasnt going to have a heart beat when i went back, everyone said think
positive but i couldnt and wouldnt. We went back to the hospital and i had the scan and they lady
spent ages looking at the screen and before she even said anything i said ive lost it havent i?? she
just nodded and told me to wipe myself and get dressed.
I went to see the doctor who booked me in for another D+C for the next day and also this baby would
be tested and to go back in six weeks for the results. I did this the other day and was told i was
going to have a boy and he was normal so now even the hospital dont know why this is happening. So
now i have to have more tests.

I had my D+C on the thursday and on the Saturday we went on a family holiday to Great Yarmouth which
took my mind of it abit

I am still down over this baby as it was not long ago and also i would love another boy for my son
so he has a brother. I miss all my lost little angels and hope they are all together.

If he was still here inside me he would have been called JESSE-JAMES FREEBURY