| Location | Fulham |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 8/2008 |
| Date of Death | 8/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,340 since 05/10/2008 |
| Creator |
DUE 20TH MARCH 2009
LOST 14TH AUGUST 2008
Because i was under the hospital and had had loads of tests which came back normal i thought yes
this is it everything will be ok.
When i feel pregnant i had to call the hospital so i could have a 6 week scan and some more tests. I
went to the hospital and had a scan and tests and they was all ok, you couldnt see the baby but the
sac and yolk was there, ,me and daniel was told to go back in two weeks which we did. I was given a
scan and this is when it all went wrong and i knew i was going to loss my baby all over again.
When they scaned me the baby was smaller than it should have been and also its heart was irregular
and because of the two together we was told it didnt look good but to go back the next week. All
week i knew that my baby wasnt going to have a heart beat when i went back, everyone said think
positive but i couldnt and wouldnt. We went back to the hospital and i had the scan and they lady
spent ages looking at the screen and before she even said anything i said ive lost it havent i?? she
just nodded and told me to wipe myself and get dressed.
I went to see the doctor who booked me in for another D+C for the next day and also this baby would
be tested and to go back in six weeks for the results. I did this the other day and was told i was
going to have a boy and he was normal so now even the hospital dont know why this is happening. So
now i have to have more tests.
I had my D+C on the thursday and on the Saturday we went on a family holiday to Great Yarmouth which
took my mind of it abit
I am still down over this baby as it was not long ago and also i would love another boy for my son
so he has a brother. I miss all my lost little angels and hope they are all together.
If he was still here inside me he would have been called JESSE-JAMES FREEBURY
After making his new angel
God looked down from above
He happened to notice you
And all he saw was love
He said to the angel
"I need to send you there,
There is where you'll be loved
Where you will feel the most care"
So God sent you this angel
To nuture, love and grow
But not an angel you could keep
For it would soon be time to go
You taught this angel wonderful things
That only a mother could do
Your angel learnt compassion and warmth
Whilst living inside of you
This angel was one that would have to leave
One you'd hardly hold
One you'd mourn for the rest of your life
If the truth be told
God realised you'd miss this angel
And so he gave you tears
A way to express your love
Over the coming years
Then God called this angel home
And asked what the angel had learned
The angel said a love so strong
In a mothers heart had burned
"I learnt that love can exist
Even when I've gone
For love never dies you see
I've learnt it carries on"
God looked at the angel
Smiled and gave a sigh
"You have learnt a valuable lesson
That often passes people by"
The angel looked at God and asked
"Why is my mummy so sad?"
God answered "when I called you home
It made her miss what she had;
But soon she will realise
I sent her a special gift
I sent her you my child
Although I took you swift
Her love for you will never wain
You will remain ever in her heart
You will be in her thoughts and feelings
Like you've never been apart"
The angel asked God what this mummy did
To deserve such a wonderful thing
"Your mummy is so pure of heart
she makes the angels want to sing"
The angel thanked God
For giving him such a lovely mum
So you see in loving your angel
Your work is truly done
God didn't wish to punish you
He only showed you love
He gave you a special angel
A gift from heaven above
He knows only a special person
Can be an angel mum
He made us in his image
He lost his only son
He know's just how your heart aches
And wished that wasn't so
But your angel is so happy
In God's heavenly home
So when you think of your angel
Please just smile, don't weep
Be proud that God chose you
To love an angel so sweet
When your heart feels empty
Your life so full of despair
Remember God picked you!
Because no-one else compares
(Author Unknown)
thank you
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. Send this to all of your friends, If you get 7 back you are LOVED
♥ღ☆ Sleeping star, Shining Bright, It's Time for Me to say Goodnight. ♥ღ☆ so close your Eyes & Snuggle up Tight, I'm wishing you Sweet Dreams Tonight ♥ღ☆
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Don't let them say I never lived,
Though something stopped my heart,
I felt the tenderness you gave,
I loved you from the start.
Although my body you can't hold,
It doesn't mean I'm gone,
This world was worthy, not, of me,
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face,
You have my word, I'll fill your arms,
Someday we will embrace.
You'll hear that it was "meant to be
God doesn't make mistakes",
But that won't soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.
I'm watching over all you do,
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.
There'll come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips,
And then you'll understand.
hello baby Jesse-James xxx
HEAVEN'S NURSERY
In Heaven there must surely be
A special place, a nursery
Where ' little spirits ' not fully grown
Go to live in their Heavenly home
xxxx love always xxxx
They count the hours,
They count the days.
How much they miss you,
They count the ways.
How to describe it,
There is no way.
They walk around,
In a permanent daze.
They miss you so much,
To the moon and the stars.
And this feeling will go on,
Until you're safe in thier arms.
15th october 2008
please pass this on to remember our little ones Xx
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Take a moment of your day
To maybe sit and in your mind
Think of all the precious babies
Yours, theirs and mine
Those whose short lives were over
Before they had really ever begun
Those precious little bundles
Who have made us all a Mum
Their tiny lives have touched us all
And what I want to say
They have brought us all together
Each and every day
The babies whose beautiful faces
In our minds forever will be
Whose names are etched within our hearts
For anyone, the whole world to see
The babies who touched our lives
Who we think of through our tears
I hope in time we will be able to smile
When we remember them through the years
So this week while we remember
All our babies who had to go
We shall show the world we are united
And how we love and miss them so
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You left us quietly,
Your thoughts unknown,
But left us a memory,
We are proud to own;
So treasure them Lord,
In Your garden of rest,
For when on earth,
They were the very best.
Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela (Christopher-John Rowe) Mum
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DEAR MOMMY..
PLEASE DON'T BE SO SAD..
IT'S BEAUTIFUL WHERE I AM
THERE'S ONLY LOVE UP HERE,
I'M NEVER LONELY OR AFRAID
CAUSE GOD'S SO VERY NEAR,
I WALK WITH JESUS EVERYDAY
HE'S REALLY KIND AND SWEET,
DON'T WORRY MOM HE HOLD'S MY HAND
WHEN WE CROSS A GOLDEN STREET,
I NEVER CRY OR HURT MYSELF
I SEE YOU EVERYDAY,
I LAUGH AND PLAY AND SING ALOT
AND HEAR YOU WHEN YOU PRAY,
PLEASE MOMMY..
DON'T BE MAD AT GOD
YOU SEE HE LOVES ME TOO,
AND EVEN THOUGH YOUR NOT HERE WITH ME
I'M REALLY STILL WITH YOU...
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